~*~ Right Now ~*~ I'm feeling mean today Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I Like my life insane I'm fabericating and debating Who I'm gonna kick around Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself